Virtue and Vice: I promised.

I'm shiftless at best.

Really looking at things.

I'm trying to find my way and it isn't working. I keep plunging myself into drink, and cigarettes and anything to take my mind off of things. And none of it is working. Even as I type this I can feel the burn on my hand from putting a smoke out there.

I'm trying to stop. But I can't seem to get my mind around the whole rest thing.

Every moment I'm longing for sleep and fighting against it.

I don't hardly know what to think any more.

The siren call of writing and the endless churning of my mind make for a powerful force. I've got to try again.

I'm going to lay down.

I promised.

I promised You.

File under Vice.

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The blog is called Virtue and Vice. It is my challenge to myself. A chance for me to write about whatever I fell like writing about in the hopes that I will one day get to a place where I'm comfortable with my choices and my faith.

I make no excuses for what I write. It is how I see things, it is how I feel, and it is the ultimate extension of selfishness. Plain and simple this is more for me, than it is for you. I like to share it rather sparingly with the world, but at this point it matters very little. The fact that it is here at all is all that matters anymore. Because it means that I'm still witting out my struggles with faith, and life, when for a while there I didn't even think that I had faith or life anymore.

I write what I feel, what I hope, what I think. Nothing more nothing less.

If you don't like it, change the proverbial channel.

If you know who these people are. Don't be a jerk about it. Just let them be.

-G.

Virtue and Vice

I promised.

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