
Wondering what time it is, why the sun is up, and why my alarm hasn't gone off yet.
I stumble up walk to the phone, see that I have 15 minuets to get ready and leave. Then an hour to walk to work. Life is easier there. Even if I were going to work in the heart of the city I would walk a few blocks to the bus. I don't want to walk an hour to work. Calling in sick briefly crosses my mind. Just briefly though, C. and I had just talked about what will make us call in sick. Ennui and laziness were not on that list.
I stumble down the stairs to the bathroom, and while in there hear my phone. At first I think it is about to do the whole alarm thing (an hour late). But it is V. texting me to ask if I want a ride. By the time I get to the phone to read and respond, she is calling.
Thank god.
She is saving me today. She is saving me everyday.
I'll see her in a few minuets.
The sun is rising up over the plains right outside the window that I sit in front of. Today it doesn't seem to damn me.
Today there is hope.
File under Virtue.
2 comments:
N is for Neville who died of ennui.
Ghastly Crumb Tinies gets me every time.
Ah ennui. What would I do without you?
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