Today...

At first it was lazy.

I sat and wanted to do nothing. My first day off in nearly 2 weeks.

I eat fresh vegetables. And food that I made with my bare hands. Her words woke me up. Through the phone they told me that I am loved and that morning was here.

I should have gone from couch to action. But I spent the morning wasted on a video game. It makes me feel sick and lazy. I have work to do. Things to say, people to contact.

Übel ist gerade das Fehlen gutem im Herzen.

I watch a video K. sent me, and now I'm awake again for the day. The people that are around me are constantly reminding me of the beauty and wonder of God. How did I not see that for those months there. I was foolish.

And on top of the people reminding me of God. He is reminding me too.

Lunch comes. V. comes over we eat and then she has to go. But she has said all that she needs to, to get me off of my ass. She leaves, and I begin to get ready. There is business to do, and I have walking to do. Because that is how a road agent gets about.

I go do what I need to do, and right when it is done V. calls. Like she knows what she needs to say, and when to say it.

She comes to get me. She takes me home.

I will move about.

A wanderer.

That will be my purpose.

She will watch.

Sometimes from a distance but she will watch.

Gone but never forgotten.

File under Virtue.